Mickolas Explosive.
Aug 6th, 2009 @ 2:11 pm
Hello!
You try being in my fucking position, for months, watching the love of your life be with someone else, then come back to you for a day, then break up with you once again to go back to the one they originally dumped you for. Then, after all that tell me if you’d be 100% trusting that it wouldn’t happen again? I’m still legit scared to log onto myspace on a daily basis, and when I see a message I spazz and start crying. I’m a broken person period. Then, the fact that all I see is you posting stuff about other people doesn’t help make me feel like I’m all you need. I think back and remember when you posted countless amounts of stuff I said or did. You show me IMs from your other conversations; you’re laughing like crazy, and I sit back and wonder why I can’t do that anymore? Then I get flash backs of when you did that with Kostos, and how he’d call you sweetpea, and you use to tell me he was just a friend, and then you two got together. Really, think of how scarred I am, and how it’s so hard not to be insecure in a relationship. I never get any reasurrance in this relationship. I’m still the one who puts my all into it, and I leave you cute things, and tell you I love you at random times. I never get any of that from you. If you were in my position would you be 100% secure?
